Hope u happy with her.

"not look but it look,not hear but sounded..but once again life built like a wind flower..want to hug but not embrace...want achieve you but couldn't reach,but both hands have reached into my ♥" (yee sung [seon deok ost])

I dont like u but why ..do I feel jealous, and was broken ..
should first dont treat me like that, it causes me NOT CLEAR

grrr

end of this school holidays is very bored
there is no trip n vocation no shoping..
just watched drama asian at home ..
5 dramas already finished
next year there is no holiday more,,
make me increasingly confused .. >_<
I want to go to my fav university but my family doesn't agree, ..
maybe I must stop to study for 1 year

wish me luck

This month is pathetic .. soon I must leave this city ..
It was my dream .. but if I must to meet my new environment of corz I must adapt again ..
aigooo.. I dont like it~_~
I also was thinking about next year.
I chose not to go to university because I have other plan
I'm not unemployed, and nope choose for work ..
I took one year to make it happen.
so dont sadness my friends if I dont to often see you.

What Should I Do

한걸음 만큼 그댈 보내면 눈물이나
한걸음 만큼 그대가 가면 더 눈물이 흘러 와
손을 뻗어도 손내밀어도 닿을수 없는 곳으로
그대 가는데 잡지 못하고 난 울고만 있죠

어떡하죠 어떡하죠 그대가 떠나가네요
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 날두고 떠나가네요
사랑해요 사랑해요 목놓아 불러보지만
그댄 듣지 못해요 가슴으로만 외치고 있으니

하루온종일 지워보지만 또 떠올라
하루온종일 이별하지만 또 다시 떠올라
손을 뻗어도 손내밀어도 안을수 없는 곳으로
그댄 갔지만 찾지 못하고 난 울고만 있죠

어떡하죠 어떡하죠 자꾸 그대만 보여요
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 난 그댈 사랑하는데
미안해요 미안해요 내말이 들리시나요
다시 돌아와줘요 그대 아니면 난 안되니까요

어떡하죠 어떡하죠 난 오직 그대뿐인데
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 그대가 떠나가네요
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 날두고 떠나가네요
사랑해요 사랑해요 목놓아 불러보지만
그댄 듣지 못해요 가슴으로만 외치고 있으니

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart

All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on

What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart

ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ

Without words

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised

ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ