Hope u happy with her.

"not look but it look,not hear but sounded..but once again life built like a wind flower..want to hug but not embrace...want achieve you but couldn't reach,but both hands have reached into my ♥" (yee sung [seon deok ost])

I dont like u but why ..do I feel jealous, and was broken ..
should first dont treat me like that, it causes me NOT CLEAR

grrr

end of this school holidays is very bored
there is no trip n vocation no shoping..
just watched drama asian at home ..
5 dramas already finished
next year there is no holiday more,,
make me increasingly confused .. >_<
I want to go to my fav university but my family doesn't agree, ..
maybe I must stop to study for 1 year

wish me luck

This month is pathetic .. soon I must leave this city ..
It was my dream .. but if I must to meet my new environment of corz I must adapt again ..
aigooo.. I dont like it~_~
I also was thinking about next year.
I chose not to go to university because I have other plan
I'm not unemployed, and nope choose for work ..
I took one year to make it happen.
so dont sadness my friends if I dont to often see you.

What Should I Do

한걸음 만큼 그댈 보내면 눈물이나
한걸음 만큼 그대가 가면 더 눈물이 흘러 와
손을 뻗어도 손내밀어도 닿을수 없는 곳으로
그대 가는데 잡지 못하고 난 울고만 있죠

어떡하죠 어떡하죠 그대가 떠나가네요
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 날두고 떠나가네요
사랑해요 사랑해요 목놓아 불러보지만
그댄 듣지 못해요 가슴으로만 외치고 있으니

하루온종일 지워보지만 또 떠올라
하루온종일 이별하지만 또 다시 떠올라
손을 뻗어도 손내밀어도 안을수 없는 곳으로
그댄 갔지만 찾지 못하고 난 울고만 있죠

어떡하죠 어떡하죠 자꾸 그대만 보여요
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 난 그댈 사랑하는데
미안해요 미안해요 내말이 들리시나요
다시 돌아와줘요 그대 아니면 난 안되니까요

어떡하죠 어떡하죠 난 오직 그대뿐인데
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 그대가 떠나가네요
어떡하죠 어떡하죠 날두고 떠나가네요
사랑해요 사랑해요 목놓아 불러보지만
그댄 듣지 못해요 가슴으로만 외치고 있으니

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart

All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on

What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart

ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ

Without words

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised

ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ ܤ

Finally!

finally... i can change my layout ^^
no exam tomorrow but I have not learned ..
I hope it can do the test...
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hmmm... Dunno what i must posting.... >.< ehem.. 2moro i'll go 2 Pius senior h.s 4 join da expo.. dunno which university I mst choose.. 2many choice,, I've joined with APU (My big dream), and London School.. but i dont want in L.S i dun Like about PR or entertaiment.. i want be a Chef. . .hahas But if APU is oke la.. But i've big problem... my TOEFL.. my IBT uh nope enough~.. my skill very low... my japanese ? i cant hahas...

APU.. ~.<

1st snow...

First Snow

On the first day that it snowed, I held your hands tightly
We treaded on the softly fallen snow
I didn't know that the most beautiful person in the world,
Will be the one to hurt me
We said goodbye, You left me
The one who let go of my hand so cold-heartedly

I love you... Even though it pains my heart, it's alright
I love you... Even though my tears flow, it's okay
If you are happier with someone else than you were with me, it's fine
Because... I love you

I ended up crying seeing the image of your back, leaving me

I loved you so much...
I love you... Even though it pains my heart, it's alright
I love you... Even though my tears flow, it's okay
If you are happier with someone else than you were with me, it's fine
Because I love you

On the days that the snow falls again,
On such days, I always end up thinking of you
What am I supposed to do every time that happens?
How am I supposed to forget you and still keep on living?

You were the person who lived inside my heart
I devoted my whole life to you
If the heavens will allow a day for us to meet again,
On such a day, let's not be apart

I'm stupid

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

Love this song !!

Inter-Continental - That's Why You Go Away

Baby won't you tell me why
There is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget
Every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

Chorus:
I won't forget
The way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong
Were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man
Your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied
No matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

Chorus:
I won't forget
the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong...
Were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man
Your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
(yes I know... )

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you (there ain't so much for you... )
There ain't so much for me (there ain't so much for me... )
Anymore

I won't forget
the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong...
Were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man
Your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know
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Brixton - I Say A Little Prayer

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair, now,
And wondering what dress to wear, now,
I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever, we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think of us, dear,
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for you.

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

My darling believe me,
For me there is no one
But you.

My Friends :D

Ma Best friends...


► Friends ▌▌Sad ■ Fun ♥ Love


















@ Cien Cien Hum..... nyaha.. bad pose. >.<
But i like this photo.. couse my friends look cute..*Ngalah*

Hanna n Cien"
Ehmm they ar smart ...
*juara na olimpiade sains bok..
Enak buat Curhat ... always give me d best solution... n d best supppport!!
Kita paling demen maen di kamar ... yhaa...like cooking,take photos..Guling" di kamar ga jelas..
pokok na d hum aja :))















NyaHa!! :D
This One in d crazier Friends
always make Loughing.. wwhahahahahhaahahhahaha *=.="
Temen yg ini Gokil"...
Paling demen jalan".. Nonton Film.. Kurang enak di ajak Curhat ceh..
Coz.. jarang kasi solusi ~
Tapi mo Bner" Ndengerin :DD

Big thanks to my friends who have been loyal to b ma friend ... (^_^)
when I'm sad and happy ...
even though we aren't near like before
but that just bcause a distance... but my heart is still with u guys :DD

Finally!!

I can finishing my Blog ^^
But
all...haven't really finished
i'll resumed tomorrow .. there is still a lack need to edit

Btw
today very tired ....
i'm walked around a mall just search a bag >.<
i found red bag with simple style.
Nyaha i found Simple Esprit
i'm 幸せな, Couse my brother pay it..!! haha's
ohh really lucky .. hahahah's

Jia you ^_~

This year should be better than years ago
I don't need love .. because it makes this heart so hurt
I regret...
try to forget .. and try to think otherwise .. but always remember .. !!!

I need my friends and family to support me... ^^
I really want my dream to be real ..

This song Like me :D

TVXQ-Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
i Like this song... because.. this song describe me....

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)


english ver:
Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here
But you chose a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melted together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning
For the day where we can stand with happy faces
For you looking beautiful while praying to god

Next to the person who is not me
There is the figure of someone truly blessed
So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why have I fallen for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You were supposed to be at my side (just like that)

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)



indo vers: Mengapa aku jatuh pada mu?
Tidak peduli berapa banyak waktu,
aku pikir bahwa kamu akan selalu di sini
Tetapi Anda memilih jalan yang berbeda

Mengapa aku tidak dapat menyampaikan kepada mu?
perasaan ku yang tumbuh setiap hari dan malam
Kata mulai melimpah
Tetapi aku tahu aku tidak akan menggapai mu sekarang

aku merasa seperti aku tahu kamu
Dan dua di antara kita bersama lumer jadi biasa
Di manapun kita pergi, ia akan bersama-sama
Sangat biasa bagi kamu untuk bersama-sama dengan ku
Kami menjadi dewasa bersama
Tetapi Anda memilih jalan yang berbeda

Mengapa saya jatuh pada mu?
Tidak peduli berapa banyak waktu,
aku pikir bahwa kamu akan selalu di sini (tapi tidak lagi)

Pada hari yang memegang makna khusus
Untuk hari di mana kita dapat berdiri dengan wajah gembira
Bagi Anda cari indah saat berdoa ke tuhan

Berikut untuk orang yang tidak saya
Ada angka yang benar-benar seseorang diberkati
Jadi, bagaimana saya seharusnya Anda lihat saat ini?

Jadi mengapa saya jatuh bagi Anda?
Kita tidak bisa kembali ke waktu itu, atau bagaimana kami (Saya telah melalui pemikiran)

Mengapa saya tidak dapat mengambil tangan Anda?
Tidak peduli berapa banyak waktu
Anda seharusnya di samping (seperti itu)

Tetapi, walaupun saya berkata bahwa saya harus Anda dekat dengan saya
Aku hanya berdoa bahwa Anda akan bahagia selamanya
Tidak peduli seberapa kesepian aku kesepian...



どうして私はあなたのために下落しているか?

Shinee - Stand By Me

Stand by me nal parabwajwo
Ajik sarangeul morujiman
Stand by me nal jikyobwajwo
Ajik sarange sotul-jiman

Noreul bulsurok kibuni chohwajyo
Nado mollae noraereul bullo
Han songi jangmireul sago shipojin
Iron nae moseub shingihande
Nae ma-eumi noyege dah-neundeuthae
I sesangi areumdawo
Iron solle-i-meul nodo neuggindamyon
Budi chogumman kidaryojwo

Together make it love
Forever making you smile
Noye hwanhan miso gadukhi
Together make it love
Forever making you smile
Ije naesoneul naesoneul chaba

Stand by me nareul parabwajyo
Ajik sarangeul moreujiman
Stand by me nareul jikyobwajwo
Ajik sarange sotungot kata
Noreul alsurok kaseumi ttollyowa
Na-neun geujo utgoman isso
Noyege salmyoshi kiseu haebol-kka
Chogum ni mame tagasol-kka
Nae ma-eumi ojjomyon sarangil-kka
Nan ajigeun sujubeunde
Ajik hangoreumdo tagasoji mothan
Naye sarangeul kidaryojwo

Together make it love
Forever making you smile
Noye hwanhan miso gadukhi
Together make it love
Forever making you smile
Ije chogumsshik chogumsshik kalkke

Stand by me nareul parabwajwo
Choum to kakkawo chigoshipo
Stand by me nareul jikyobwajwo
Jom do mochige boigo shipo

Nan chew-umen mollasso
Nugunga parabo-neun-ge
Ajikdo naema-eum molla
Keudae-neun keudaereul saranghae

Together make it love
Forever making you smile
Noye hwanhan miso gadukhi
Together make it love
Forever making you smile
Ije naesoneul naesoneul chaba

Stand by me nareul parabwajyo
Ajik sarangeul moreujiman
Stand by me nareul jikyobwajwo
Ajik sarange sotungot kata